Friday, November 21, 2008

In due time... in due time...

As this is a newer blog, I have yet to comment on my dissatisfaction at my current living conditions. Granted, I have a better standard of living that about 90% of the world (yes, I'm talking to you, starving children in darfur) and I should be grateful; however, it is the simple fact that I am economically imprisoned in proverbially "my parents' basement" (it's actually a fairly large storage room that was tacked onto the house, so it's doesn't have adequate insulation to keep me warm at night)

[Rediscovered and Published 1/12/2013, written, sometime in 2008]

Sunday, November 16, 2008

FIRST

Well, it seems I can't really stay off the blogging scene... if that's what kids call it these days. I think the allure really is that it's a release for me. It lets me unleash all the bottled up emotion and pressure that I and everything around me exert on my psyche... into a massive void with very little chance of feedback.

And isn't that what we all want? A form of expression or a method of action free from repercussion? Though, ironically, the interweb is probably the fastest way someone could find my angst... but As is life, no?

Anyway, how do I feel right now, and does anyone care?

Well, I currently feel trapped... and I have a key. But at the moment, the cage seems a lot more comfortable than the outside world. How common is that? It can be likened to the womb, where the fetus is warm and comfortable. But, it gets pushed out into a cold, bright world, and the first thing it does is slap it on the ass. (yes, that's a grammar faux pas in there, with the "it"s... but what the hell.)

I'll explain this later, and that's probably why I'm a bad blogger. You won't get to read my thoughts for another week or so. or maybe I'll be bored this afternoon and crank out a reply to myself... who knows.